Finding Happiness.

                                                                                              Today, out of the blue, I had the unusual urge to cry. To cry out loud😭. Not just the muffled cries. No just the concealed tears. Loud and clear. As if I wanted the entire world to know that I had been shedding those despicable drops. Honestly, at first, I was surprised and even angry with myself for doing this😠. "How did I make myself look?"."Oh God! It's all over. I ruined my image.""I wish  I'd just disappear from the face of the earth." These were my thoughts, to name a few. Nonetheless, I followed my heart. I shied away from public space, broke down and wept for one good hour😶. I let it all out. People shot at me with several questions. Some expressed concern. And a few didn't bother at all. However, I never answered any of them. The reason being, I myself couldn't pinpoint the exact reason which led me to this piteous, embarrass

So now that you're here, you'll have to ask yourself why you're here. Are you looking for happiness? or are you having trouble figuring out what makes you happy?  Happiness is a humane feeling yet it is so much more than just a feeling. Happiness makes you want to live life. It makes life worth it. It makes you wanna live through your bad days so that you can have a good day next time because bad days DO NOT last forever. Not your ones not mine. Yes, however out of luck you may feel, but bad times are always followed by good times. You may have longer bad times than those around you but you gotta believe that you are gonna outlive these days. And when you live to see the happy times, appreciate it. Feel thankful for each day you live to see. Because believe it or not soon you're gonna run out of days to feel grateful for. It maybe tomorrow or fifty years from now. You never know. Seek happiness in the little things in lif